exploring the banyan tree at kawela bay. north shore, oahu.
there’s something inside you, bigger than this entire world. a deep and intense spirit, waiting, growing, longing for love.
so do you choose fear, or do you choose love? why not live with both in a manifestation of absolute completeness. a true and intense devotion to the universe and all its magic. to all the terror and the trauma and the tremendous battles we face every day.
find fear, but find love in it. give flight to your soul but keep your dreams always within your heart. and dream for a better life, a better world. dream for humanity.
today the clouds cry heavily with rain. we stay hidden in the normalcy, under this blanket of grey and wet.
tired eyed, i wake to chickens and roosters and birds who make morning noises. to sunlight through grey clouds. and rain drops, a breeze and cars driving by. i wake, and i’m tired, but adventures are waiting!
everyday is sunday for me now. everyday is doing what i love. i wonder why it took so long to figure out that this is how i should be living. this is me saying yes to my heart.
they say, ‘follow your dreams, this year will be the best, make the most of 2014, start doing what you love.’
and i say, ‘okay.’
i’ve never wanted anything more. so here i go, roaring into the wild.
the susurrus of rain on the roof stirs me so gently from sleep, this morning.
and peaceful, i wake, smiling at the muted light surrounding the gap between the blind and the window frame, i adjust to the day. easily. and i pull the covers up to my neck, stretching my legs to the end of the bed, squeezing and relaxing into happiness, under the sheets. i wake, i rise, i smile.
sunday morning, the day is mine.