forevermore

two years of loving you, with the deepest, greatest love still to come. day by day it burns and grows. 

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today, i played in the snow for the first time in my life.

it was magical.

what made it even more wonderful was being surprised at the summit by a good friend who decided to meet us there – of all the places. there’s something to be said about a friendship like this.

needless to say, this photo describes exactly how i felt today. and the best part about it? i’m still in hawaii.

i’ve never been this cold.

my nose burns. my eyes water. my bones hurt. my fingers, numb, nose, numb, ears, numb. i feel like my face will freeze off. achy legs. retreat. i need warmth.

there i was, simply thinking, thinking simply.

gasp.

snow.

tears form. irrepressible happiness. snow. floating, blowing, falling – gracefully – through the air. onto the ground. into me.

i smile.

it wasn’t much. i won’t exaggerate. but it was enough for me to see and make me feel in love. new, exciting, unexplainable. that feeling that pulsed through me and liberated me and switched something on and turned something around and electrified a part of me and broke and repaired and satiated and emptied, renewed, exploded, defined, expelled, moved…

sigh.

there are no more words.