i honestly think that all this time waiting for love was just a longing to fill a space in my heart. i have so much raw love to give but never have i been able to fully let it go and pour it into another. my little niece has become the meaning for everything i’ve wanted – unconditional love. she’s giving me so much, this three day old baby, giving me everything i’ve been looking for. already. this new life, new beginning, new baby, letting me love.